Thoughts of a Sprite

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Clean slate

Have you ever wanted to just run away and start with a clean slate? Well not even that exactly, Start fresh I guess is a better way to term it.

I feel like life is stuck in a rut, a grueling repetition of school and work, homework, sleep (never enough.) The X was just an added stress to that stressful routine.

If I did start fresh, I would have to take UF, and Larry and Ruth with me, so I guess this is not really a fresh start.

I just get tired of the same old thing day in a day out... wow, that is pretty amazing considering I usually find comfort in my routine... Maybe I just need a break... this break neck speed is killing me. And the never ending doctors appointments the last 6 weeks, have not only broken my spirit, they have broken my bank. And when you have money problems, it is always in the back of your mind.

So yeah, a break, something out of the blue, fun, and perhaps breath taking. For life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the number of moments that take our breath away!

I have a Psych test on Friday, and tengo un examen para mi clase de espanol el lunes. (and I have a spanish test on monday.) So, that has been causing some stress in life these days. I dunno, don't mind me. I will be glad when this semester is finally over. Only two more Core type classes, and then I am on to all psych and crim classes. Those are right up my alley.

Well, sorry no thoughts or facts or spanish lately.... well I guess there was some spanish up there!

Blog ya later.

shes_a_sprite @ 6:48 PM.

6 comments

Out Of Jersey said...

Irony, my room mate just did that and left me with a big bill that he owes. Things didn't turn out how he wanted so he quit his job and ran back home to mommy and daddy.

7:33 PM

shes_a_sprite said...

I am not planning on bailing out on anything. It just gets monotonous, the same thing everyday for 5 years. And there are some pay issues at work that are frustrating.

I am ready to be done with school, and get started with my real career in LE. Ready for a new city, new experiences, new people.

8:59 PM

Unknown said...

Awwww Spritey! Sometimes life does get a bit like that, once you get through some of the tests and all things will get back to the good, and it will be less repetitious I guess. I like the sounds of breathtaking! I'll take as many of those moments as I can.
Hopefully those doctors appointments will be over soon, I hate going to the doctor myself so I hear ya!
All the best with the test on "lunes" hope you get an A!!

1:04 PM

starbender said...

Always a day late and a dollar short...(me, that is!)
I feel like that every day of my life. RUN DAMMIT RUN!!! :o
THIS:
"life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but the number of moments that take our breath away!"
...is my new favorite quote! I'm going to spend the rest of my life looking 4 breathtaking moments! *sigh*

:)

2:33 PM

Garry Nixon said...

Everything will work out, you'll see. Life is really pressured and difficult for almost everyone these days. Studying hard and keeping the rest of your life together isn't easy, I know.

Come to Britain - at least you won't have to worry about medical bills.

4:43 PM

Seenie said...

I know what you mean with doctors appt! I've been back and forth to the doctos with various health issues. I may as well pack up my home and live and the doctors office! I am praying for you and some spirit uplifting! Things can become overwhelming! I know! I send you a huge hug!

1:33 AM